Saturday, July 20, 2013

It’s hard not to hate..

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It’s hard not to hate.. people, things, institutions. When they break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed.. hate is the only feeling that makes sense.

But I know what hate does to a man. Tears him apart.. tears him in something he’s not.. something he promised himself he’d never become.

That’s what I need to tell you.. to let you know how hard I’m trying not to cave under the weight of all the awful things I feel in my heart.

Sometimes my life feels like a deadly balancing act.. what I feel slamming up against what I should do. Impulsive reactions racing to solutions miles ahead of my brain.

When I look at my day.. I realize most of it was spent cleaning up the damage of the day before. In that life I have no future.. all I have is distractions and remorse.
..that's Jax Teller ..speaking my mind!

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♫ ♫ "And at that time I didn't know.. just how hard the wind could blow.. towards disaster and the things that i would see.." ~ the lost boy, greg holden

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Yaadein.

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kuch kuch beetin yaadein hai..
kuch saath bhi hai kuch tanhaayi bhi.
kuch kuch lambi sadkein hai..
kuch halki barsatein bhi.

kuch kuch tasveeron ki baatein hai...
kuch rangeen hain kuch berangi bhi.
kuch kuch adhure saaz hain..
kuch bhuli si nazmein bhi.

kuch kuch khusiyon ki titliyaan hai..
kuch pyaar bhi hai kuch ruswaai bhi.
kuch kuch jaagi raatein hain..
kuch hain din ke khwaab bhi.

kuch kuch filmon si kahaniyaan hain..
kuch muskaanein hain kuch siskiyaan bhi.
kuch kuch apnon se chehre hain..
kuch gumnaam se rishtey bhi.


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♫ ♫ "Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts.. It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black.." ~ paint it black, the rolling stones